Thursday, June 15, 2006

Short Story - Floating World


A face appeared before him in the darkness bringing light to where there had previously only been blackness. Her smile filled his whole being with a warm comfortable feeling. Her smile made him feel as if he were lying in a warm bed under the covers on a cold winter morning. The same cold he had felt only moments before she had appeared.

"Not yet." She said softly without moving her lips. "It is not yet your time." He did not know what her words meant, but her eyes gave him a comforting look. He relaxed his tense muscles as best he could, studying her a little closer.

"Do I know you?" He said in low whisper.

Her smile widened as she came closer. Her long silver hair disappeared into the darkness around them. Her white robe emanated an aura of light in the darkness, the only refuge from the cold, dark void he felt trapped in. He shivered as he remembered the feeling of despair and helplessness he had felt within it. He had tried to scream, but to his frustration had only heard deafening silence, until the light, and then she had appeared.

"Yes." She said. There was a touch of amusement in her voice as she drew closer.

"Who are you?"

"That is not what is important. What is your name?"

"Ben."

"Ben. That is a nice name. I always liked Ben." She said in a whisper. "Tell me Ben, what are your earliest memories?"

As she spoke the words, he felt pieces of memories, long ago forgotten, become woven together in an intricate pattern. Suddenly, the memory came to him. The smells, sounds, and sights all too real.

"I am sitting in a stroller." He said "It is a bright sunny day, there are no clouds in the sky. My mother and my sister are there. We are at an oval pond that has a pathway around the edge. There are some reeds here and there swaying gently in the breeze, their green fronds topped with white flowers. Black swans swim gracefully on the lake, looking regal, their black feathers contrasting with their orange beaks. Some ducks are there fighting over the bread my mother has brought and gives to my sister and I to feed them. I am scared of the ducks because I am very small and I cannot throw the bread very far or very well. The ducks come close and I do not like it. They smell. I need not worry however as my mother is looking after me." And then, as abruptly as it began, it was over. After a long moment, an eternity it seemed, Ben was able to speak. "I don't understand. What is happening to me?"

"What is your last memory?" She said before he could ask any more questions. She repeated her question when he hesitated. "Ben, I would like to know about your last memory?"

Like his first memories, he felt his last memory come together in a subtle harmony. But while the last vision had affected his emotions a little, this one hit him with a force that made him cry in pain.

"My mate and I went down to the Menaga Café at Kuta on Bali. Our wives were still back at the hotel and said for us to go ahead and they would join us later. My mate and I had only just got there and got settled when I saw an Indonesian guy come in with a backpack. He yelled something and then reached to his backpack. There was a blinding light, then nothing, the world went black."

He looked at her paralyzed in the realization of where he was. He was dead. It all came to him at once, the silence, the darkness, and the cold - death. He looked up to her, his mature manly expression replaced by a mask of horror.

"I am dead." It was all he could say in a voice too small. The strong, confident man that had stood before her had turned into that of a small trembling child. "I am dead." He repeated softly.

"Who do you love?" She asked softly.

"Kelly, my wife" Ben replied.

"Do you want to leave her behind?" Her soft grey eyes held a love that was reflected in her smile.

He stared at her a long moment before answering, memories of his childhood sweetheart Kelly who he had married just four months ago and his love for her warming his heart.
"No".

"She is waiting for you." Her soft voice was comforting to him. "It is not yet your time. Go back to her"

"But how?" He said. "How can I go back if I am already dead?"

"Decide." She said with a smile and a small laugh. "Now, close your eyes and decide what you want to do. Come to heaven with me now or go back to Kelly until it is really your time" Her words came from far away, not the short distance that had been between them.

He did as he was told. He made a decision that he wanted to be alive, to be with Kelly. She had been the lone candle that lit up his world up until now. In the darkness he could see a tiny light as if from a candle a long way off. The candle seemed to get closer and brighter and bigger.

Ben reached for the light. It grew stronger.

"Sir………… Sir….can you hear me?" Ben was confused now for it was a male voice he was now listening too. "Sir… can you open your eyes?

Ben opened his eyes slowly and looked up at the Indonesian policeman. There was dust and debris all around. "What happened?" Ben struggled to speak.

"There was a terrorist attack. A suicide bomber" replied the policeman. "Many people have died but you are not one of them".

Ben started to cry. He felt like the luckiest man alive

Short Story - The Reunion


Luke turned to Kelly with a determined look. He could see that her soft blue eyes were full of tears. She had looked after herself over the years and was still quite capable of turning a head or two as she walked down the main street. Five foot four, with a shock of red hair, Kelly was distinctively from an Irish background.

"Now that I have found you after all these years, I am not going to let you go" he said softly.
"Not this time, not again".

Kelly looked at Luke. She had to admire how he had turned out after not seeing him for the past 4 years. At just under six feet tall he was slim and reasonably tanned and toned for his age. His dark hair was short and gave him a southern European look. Not bad for an Englishman.

She had been so happy and yet so shocked when Luke had contacted her a few days before and had asked to meet her. She had wondered what had happened to him those many years ago when he had suddenly disappeared. She had truly believed that they were in love and that they would have a future together. Then suddenly one night Luke had disappeared out of her life.
She had been shocked to learn that he had been pressganged into a ships crew that night after leaving a tavern and had been placed into service with her Majesty's government. Luke had sailed the world as a seaman travelling to lands as far away as the America's and the subcontinent. His vessel had put into the harbor at Dublin town the week before and Luke had spent all his time and efforts upon reaching dry land again in finding her.

"Luke" said Kelly quietly "You know that this cannot go anywhere. You know I am married."

"Yes, I know all that" pleaded Luke "but you can get a divorce and we can start over afresh somewhere else".

"Luke....... Darling. I love you, I have always loved you, always, but I just cannot walk out on Callum after all he has done for me, besides our 1700's society will not allow it nor will my church."

"But Kelly, my love, you know that during your marriage he has abused you, so much so that times you have attempted suicide. He only wants you because you are like a trinket for a prize. He does not love you at all. You are just a chattel to him. "

"Yes darling, but sometimes I believed that I deserved that treatment." Kelly looked at the ground and Luke could tell that she was beginning to cry again. He moved closer and put his arm around her shoulder and held her close. He had been without his soulmate for far too long to let her go again.

"My love, nobody deserves to be treated that way. He treats you like a prisoner and a slave. If I had my way I would do him in."

"Yes my darling, but there is also the other problem of the hatred between the English and the Irish. How do we overcome that? The political situation has become worse since we were together previously. People will simply not accept an Englishman and an Irish woman together anymore "

Luke placed his hand under Kelly's chin and lifted it gently until her gaze met his. Right in front of him was the woman that he loved and would gladly die for.

"I will find a way. Don't you worry, I will find a way" he whispered determinedly as his lips met hers and he kissed her.

Short Story - And Then An Old Mother Cries

Where am I?

Is it cold? I am cold.

Why am I am lying on my back? The ceiling is stark white. What is this other thing on the periphery of my vision? It looks like some type of machine.

It feels like I am in a bed. It doesn't feel like mine.

I try to sit up. My body will not respond. I can't move. Why?

A young woman is bending over me. I don't know her. She has long raven hair tied back in a ponytail. Who is she? She moves away. Where did she go? Who is she?

There are noises. I hear them. They sound electronic. Beeps. Blips. Mechanical sounds. What are those noises?

The raven-haired woman comes back and looks at me. She smiles. "Hello. You are awake. That’s good," She says. She smiles. Who is she? She is wearing a white uniform. She takes my hand. She looks at something. Holds my wrist with her fingers. What is she doing?

Where am I?

What is happening here?

I look around. There are lights above me. What are those lights over my head? On the ceiling? They don't look familiar.

There are voices. Two of them. One old, one young. I cannot make out what they are saying. Is that Muriel? Yes, its Muriel. I know my wife's voice anywhere. She is here. She must be speaking to that young woman in the white.

I try to speak. "Hello" I say. Why don’t they pay attention to me? I speak again "Please, help me" but they don’t listen. I plead this time. "Please, help me" Why doesn't my voice make any sound? I don't think my mouth can move. What's wrong with me?

Why doesn’t my mouth work? Why can't I speak?

Why can't I breathe? Help me.

Help me. Please. Help me.

Why is the light fading?

What is that pinpoint of light in the distance?

Nothing

Silence

Blackness
And then an old mother cries

Excerpt from "Trouble"


Ben opened his eyes looked up. Stark white walls looked back at him.

He was in a room about five metres wide and four metres deep. All of the walls were painted white. He could see that the walls were made at masonry or brickwork of some sort. The walls were smooth and there was nothing hanging on them.

Only one door led into or out of the room. Ben could see that the door were solid metal and had no handle on the inside. He knew would be difficult to try to get out through that door.

Looking straight ahead he could see a window in the far wall. It was a big window yet he could not see what was on the other side. There appeared to be a mirror finish to the glazing so that perhaps someone could see into the room but he certainly could not see out.

Ben looked up the ceiling. The ceiling too was stark white. The light fittings had been recessed into the ceiling and Ben could see that all of the fittings were smooth and had no edges to them.
Even the smoke sensor was recessed. The ceiling looked as if it had been constructed to ensure that nobody could hang anything from that part of the room.

The floor too was stark. Unlike the ceiling and the walls, the floor was a grey colour and was smooth like the walls.

Ben looked down in front of himself at the table at which he was sitting. Solid metal, he thought. He examined the table. There were no joins, it was all one piece. Even the legs of the table seemed to have been set into the floor so that there was no opportunity of being able to move the table. There will four chairs at the table and he could see that these too were solid metal was no joining parts and that these too was set into the floor. I wonder if they have done this so that nobody can throw the chairs or the table, he thought.

Looking at himself, Ben could see that he was dressed in white overalls. No pockets and no belt. Very simple and plain. Functional and efficient. Looking down he could see that his feet were bare.

Why do I have handcuffs on my wrists he thought.

Giving himself a moment and then taking a deep breath, he exhaled slowly and set out loud to himself "I think I'm in big trouble".

Excerpt from "What Dreams May Come"


Alex opened his eyes looked up. He could not believe what he saw.

All around him were vivid colours. Red, maroon, cyan, yellow, blue, purple, mauve, green, even the very primary colours of black and white. Every colour was there. Every colour. It was so amazing! It was so bright too and the contrast between the colours was so overwhelming. My God he thought, where am I?

He looked around. I feel like I am in the middle of a painting by Monet he thought to himself. The colours are so similar to that artist. All vivid and beautiful.

He realised he was standing in the middle of the garden and the green of the grass was so vivid.
He looked down and found that his legs and his feet or part of the scene in which he found himself. They colours were just melting around his feet. As he looked at the beautiful flowers around him he could see how the colours from one ran into the colours of another and seemed to melt at the edges where they met.

Amazing, he thought as he reached out to touch one of the flowers. As he put his arm out he ran his hand over the petals of a sunflower. The yellow of the sunflower melted as his hand touched it and it ran into the vivid colours of the iris sitting next to it. Colours' melting into each other and running down the flower stems making a kaleidoscope of different colours that were constantly changing. Amazing!

Am I in some sort of dreamscape? He thought. Am I sleeping? Will I wake up from this? What is going on?

Example of Half Scene


"You are always late,"" said Ben. "Why are you always late?"

"I am only a little late" replied Chelsea, her eyes moving to the floor

"I have been waiting for you for an hour. The play is half over" fumed Ben. "Every time we make arrangements to meet you are always late. If you are not late, you ring me up at the last minute to change our arrangements."

"What's the big problem" inquired Chelsea sheepishly. "It is no big deal."

"When you are late" said Ben, his eyes fixed firmly on Chelsea's face "what you are saying to me is that my time is not important but your time is"

"That's not true" murmured Chelsea quietly her gaze not shifting to make Ben's.

"It is" steamed Ben "For the last two months you have never been able to be on time. Not once. The first time we met you left me standing for half an hour."

"Yes, but I did ring the restaurant to let you know" pleaded Chelsea.

Yes replied Ben. "I did think at the time that that was a really good sign of good manners from you. I did not realise though that that would be the precursor to your normal behavior. You have left me waiting every time we have arranged to meet, or you have run me up at the last moment when I have made sure that I have arranged my time to be punctual for you. I feel that I am being abused by you and that you do not think me important enough to be am time for."

"That's not true," cried Chelsea. "I am just so disorganised in my life that I am always running late for everything. It's not just you, it's everyone!"

Ben looked at her silently, shook his head slowly from side to side and then turned and walked away.

Example of Exposition

"Carlivia" stretched out before them. The long winding driveway filled with gravel wound its way from the main road up to the house. Trees lined each side of the driveway and gave it a feeling of grandeur as well as looking like they were guarding the entry from intruders.

The main house had once being the original mansion to the estate that had always been subdivided and was now called Greenbriars. Originally 5000 acres in size the mansion now stood on a 50-acre property surrounded by modern dwellings. Regardless of this, a visitor to the mansion could not help but feel that they were stepping back in time.

The mansion was built of masonry around the turn-of-the-century. Being two stories in height it had the grandeur of the age in which was built and included a massive portico at the main entry to leave a visitor in no doubt whatsoever as to who had the power in this part of the land.

Casement windows were architecturally placed in the facade and each was provided with its own set of shutters for when the weather was inclement. A veranda stretched around the girth of the house both on the ground floor and on the first floor and combined with the ornate latticework helped the house to look totally grand.

Plants sympathetic to the era that the house was built in were planted along the driveway nearer to the house. In the distance a conservatory could be seen surrounded by a beautiful rose garden. Being spring the roses were in full-bloom and it was such a magnificent sight.

The current owners had lived there for eight years. Originally moving from the inner-city they will looking for something not too far out-of-town but that was still in a reasonable distance from their business premises so that there was not too far to drive in the morning and a night-time. They had been so lucky when the family of the owners of the property had put up for sale and they were soon enjoying the magnificence of their new home. They had renamed the property "Carlivia" after their two children Carlo and Olivia. A fitting name as the two children loved the property and all that it had to offer.

Carlo and Olivia would delight in playing in the outdoors in the grounds of the mansion and will ride for hours on their two horses that they had been given shortly after they had moved there.

Being social people and very family oriented the family often had friends and other children over on weekends to enjoying the wonderful layout and openness of the property they had been so fortunate to find themselves living in.

Excerpt from "Cherry Blossoms and Snowflakes"


Shinjuku castle stood out in stark relief to its rocky surroundings. It had been constructed as the region’s administrative and military headquarters and was now the residence for the ruling warlord Tomomasu, his lords and retainers who had seized it from its previous occupants. The castle's highly developed defense systems included a stone wall that surrounded the complex and several moats. A maze of internal walkways were included in the original design to mislead enemy invaders as were special hiding places for warriors, windows through which arrows could be fired and chutes through which to pouring boiling oil, and countless storehouses for arrows and weaponry. The warlord’s samurai lived in the nearby town and the higher the samurai’s rank, the closer his residence to the castle.

Located in Japans Hyogo prefecture, it was an impressive castle complex made up of many different sized buildings set on the top of Mt. Kikuchi. Constructed in 1581 on the site of a 14th century fortress it was considered a key defensive position by the ruling Tokugawa shogunate.

Consistent with popular Zen aesthetics, Shinjuku castle also had beautifully landscaped gardens that were well maintained. The karesansui style of gardening was popular and was a "dry style" in which sand was used to represent the ocean, rocks, the surrounding hillsides and islands. The garden included a tea house that was considered an ideal place for meditation in the Zen belief.
Ponds were also present to represent oceans. Bridges were included to provide new perspectives and shrubs and trees were also an essential part to the garden’s landscape.

The beautiful setting belied the true evil residing within.
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Keiko looked up from where she was kneeling on the floor and stared Tomomasu directly in the eyes. "I will never marry you! Even if I live to be 200 years old I will never marry you!" She knew that her survival depended upon her displaying a balance of defiance and subjugation.

"You will marry me" said Tomomasu, his voice as cold as winter winds, his hand stroking the wispy grey beard dangling from the end of his chin. "I am Warlord. I am the supreme military commander in charge here and I say what will happen and what will not happen. I say who will live and who will die. If I say you will marry me, you will do as you are told!"

Keiko fought hard to hold back the tears that were welling in her red eyes. This was the man who had ruthlessly and mercilessly murdered her father, the Daimyo lord, her brothers and members of her household just days before. The remaining members of the household had been banished from the prefecture in that they lived and told never to return or they would be killed. Keiko realised that her life was now in the hands of this monster, this animal who would stop at nothing to get whatever he wanted.

Keiko's life had been turned completely upside down in the past few days. She had gone from being Lady Ayama to the warlord's prisoner in the blink of an eye. He was twice her age, had taken her prisoner and now he wanted to marry her so that their two families would be united. If that were to happen he would become the hereditary commander of the Japanese army who exercised absolute rule under the nominal leadership of the Emperor just like her father had done. His power would be immeasurable, even the Emperor would have difficulty in controlling him. Keiko did not know what she was going to do, but she did know that she would rather die than let that happen.

"Guards!" commanded Tomomasu, "Take her back to her room and make sure she stays there". With that, he stood up from his throne, gathered up his black and white light cotton yukata robe and marched out of the hall with some of his lords and retainers. The captain of the house guard and two of Tomomasu's personal guard still dressed in battle armour came and held Keiko roughly by each of her arms. They manhandled her in a rough manner not befitting her high station and forced her back to the tatami room where she had been taken from only 15 minutes before.

On arriving at the room Keiko was forced inside and the doors were slid closed. Through the shoji rice paper screen wall she could see the outline of the two warriors and she knew that any attempt to escape would be futile and would certainly lead to her demise. Quietly and with great composure she went and knelt at the Shinto shrine in the corner of the room and began to pray for the spirits of her family and ancestors. Although it was not yet Obon, the Festival of the Dead, Keiko felt some relief in making a spiritual connection with her dead family. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she also petitioned both the Buddhist and Shinto deities for their favour.

Time passed and the light outside began to dim. When Keiko had finished her prayers, she went and knelt on the mat near an open window and watched the outline of a sparrow hovering among the flowers. The scent of the blossoms wafted through the opening soothing her. Outside, in the night, the sounds of insects could be heard starting their nocturnal orchestra.

How peaceful it all appears, Keiko reflected, just like the rivers and streams before Tomomasu and his army brought death into my home.

I must escape from here, she thought. I cannot and I will not let this man marry me and take everything that was my family's. Everything that we held so dear.

She wondered if she would ever again be able to practice Chado, the tea ceremony. She wondered whether other gentle pursuits such as learning to appreciate arts and crafts, poetry, and Shodoh calligraphy, ikebana flower arranging, dancing, cooking and caring for a garden had also all been stolen from her by that tyrant. She wondered at the same time if she could ever return to instilling in herself the grace, selflessness and attentiveness to the needs of others that made her part of who she truly was meant to be as Lady Ayama.

Outside the darkness continued to steal the light. In the distance a taiko drum boomed like rolling thunder.

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Keiko was asleep when the guard changed at midnight. The two warriors who had brought her back to her room were relieved by a single warrior. The warrior took up position in the hallway with his back to the shoji screen. She stirred slightly at the noise when he came and partially opened her eyes for a brief moment to observe what seemed to be a puppet theatre taking place as two of the shadows reflecting on the screen wall moved away leaving only the outline of a single warrior and his lance.

A while later however Keiko did not stir from her slumber as a different puppet theatre played out on the other side of the screen. Had she been looking she would have observed a black shadow moving swiftly and silently across the screen unnoticed by the guard. Had she been awake she would have been surprised at how this new shadow set itself upon the guards shadow and how the guard appeared to quickly succumb and melt into the floor without a struggle.

She did awake with a start though when the screen door to her room slid back. "Lady Ayama. Come quickly. This way" urged the black shadow with a male voice that sounded familiar and friendly to Keiko.

"Who are you?" she asked with a stunned voice.

"I am your humble servant, come to take you away to safety" said the black shadow. "Please Lady Ayama. Come. We must go before we are discovered."

Keiko needed no more urging. She was quickly on her feet and stepped into the hallway outside the room. The black shadow dragged the unconscious guard inside the room and slid the screen door closed behind him.

"This way Lady" said the black shadow pointing in the direction from which he had come.

Together they made their way in the dark. I know this person Keiko thought, I know this voice. Who is it? she wondered.

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Takahashi moved slowly across the floor. He felt his way gently in the darkness, searching and probing with his feet for that part of the floor that could take their weight and not squeak and give their presence away. Dressed in a black tunic from head to toe and wearing a black hood and mask as well as carrying a katana or long sword, a shorter wakizashi sword and tanto dagger, he looked more like a deadly assassin than a former household servant in the Ayama clan. He moved silently making no sound. It was as if he floated through the air. Behind him Keiko moved with all the grace of a cat, her white silk kimono making small rustling sounds as she walked.

In the distance, through an open door and in the faint dawn light a sparrow could be seen alighting on the branch of the cherry blossom tree. Now, at the start of spring the blossoms were starting to appear. Spring Festival would be here soon and there would be celebrations throughout the whole of feudal Japan to celebrate the birth of the new season and year.

"Move quickly" said Takahashi "If we are caught we will surely be executed."

He could hear the beating of the sparrow's wings even from this distance. He had been trained well in his childhood to hear everything in the forests and the mountains where he grew up. Such were the teachings of "The Way". The slopes of Mount Shiranui had been steep and the forests had been thick and he had trained both in the daytime and at night. As a result he had been able to run at full speed through forests in the dead of night and feel his way through the trees. While he had been training in the art of "the Way" he has also learnt its elements including Ninjitsu, the way of a ninja, Bushido, the way of a samurai, Kendo, the way of the sword and Kyudo, the way of archery. His spiritual teachings had included Shinto, Buddhism and Zen. He had learnt to listen to the night creatures and to identify the individual sounds that they made. He had also learnt shapeshifting that had allowed him to come upon an animal silently with stealth and to embody that creature so that they would not be afraid of him. He had learnt to communicate with the animals and birds. Such were the skills and teachings of"The Way".

And so it was now as the dawn was breaking and the light from the rising sun had not yet entered the building where Keiko, the daughter of his former lord and master, had been held prisoner that he found himself tiptoeing across the matting floor. Takahashi knew that the floor of this Shinto temple had been set with traps in such a way as to alert the guards of anyone's presence in the night.

"Step lightly" he whispered to Keiko "walk on the sides of your feet and near the edge of the wall" he urged. "Step where I step to avoid the trip wires." Keiko complied sensing the urgency in his voice.

"I am afraid" she whispered, her soft voice trembling. "I fear that they will catch us "

"They will not catch us" he whispered quietly, his lips close to her ears. "I will not let that happen. You will be safe with me" he said softly "Come, take my hand. I will lead you out of this temple. Soon we will be outside this temple and the palace and then it is only the outer walls that we must pass to gain our freedom."

"Who are you?" asked Keiko without fear as she knew she was in safe hands.

Takahashi pulled down his mask revealing his face. Keiko stepped back in astonishment.
"Takahashi! It is you! Why are you dressed like that? What are you doing here?" her voice one of amazement.

Keiko took his hand and he led her as he continued feeling his way across the floor. "Why did you come back?" she asked. "The warlord told all of the servants that if he ever saw your faces again at Shinjuku Palace he would have you executed"

"I could not just leave you here to suffer the indignity of having to marry a man who feels that he must steal what he wants" he said. Takahashi saw that they were nearly at the open doorway to the walkway that led across the lily pond to the teahouse on the other side. "I may only be a half caste and appointed as a servant in your father’s household" he said with pain in his voice "but you are royalty to your people and I cannot just let you be taken as a prize in some land war".

"But my father's house was destroyed" Keiko's voice carried the emotion of a memory that would never be erased. "All of my father's people, his servants, his household, his armies, his vassals all destroyed. There is nothing left." Her voice broke as tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Not all" replied Takahashi. "There are people left, farmers, vassals, some of your father's household, a major portion of his armies that were away fighting for the Emperor in the West.
There are more than enough to take back what is rightfully yours" he said firmly.

"But who will lead these people" asked Keiko. "There are no more men in my father's household. My brothers were killed in the battles and raids".

"You will lead them" said Takahashi "You will lead your people away from the grip of this tyrant".

"But I am only a woman" Keiko could not believe what Takahashi was suggesting. "Nobody will follow me"

"Yes they will" said Takahashi with conviction in his voice. "Not only will they follow you, but a group of people who you thought were once your enemies will also follow you "

Who?" asked Keiko puzzled. "Who are these people that you talk of?"

"The people from the Tribes" said Takahashi looking her directly in the eyes " the Tribes have already sworn their allegiance to your father's household and to you"

"But this is not possible" an astonished Keiko replied. "The people from the Tribes are completely independent and it is said that they live outside established Japanese law. They live in the valleys and on the side of the mountains away from the cities. It is said they are highly trained and skilled in the arts of warfare and have mystical powers and can do things that other humans cannot."

"This is true" he said "but they only shun oppressors like Tomomasu who do not let them practice their skills in peace. Now they wish to put their skills to good use for you."

"But why would they help me?" Keiko's eyes were wide in disbelief.

"It is very simple." He replied. "There was once a time, long, long ago when your father helped the Tribes."

The sparrow's wings sounded louder now as they stepped out into the light. Takahashi looked to his left and to his right and could see no guards. The first rays of the sun were breaking over the wall and the temperature had risen a couple of degrees. Soon the mist would start to disappear, their cover and camouflage would be gone. They would have to hurry if they were to make it over the wall before they were discovered.

"What happened?" asked Keiko. She could not believe what she was hearing. The Tribes were not known for revealing their identity to anyone nor asking anyone's help. They preferred to live their lives away from the cities so that they could practice their skills and their powers. It was well-known in the cities that people were afraid of the Tribes. There had been many folk tales over the hundreds of years that they had lived away from civilization, tales about religious beliefs, ceremonies, mystical practices, spiritual teachings and all manner of things that have long since been outlawed by the warlord.

"Many years ago a leader of the Tribes was caught by the warlord’s men" ventured Takahashi. "They had tracked him and brought him down from the mountains where they had stalked him and trapped him and then they brought him to one of the towns in your father's prefecture.
There they tried to humiliate him and put him in a cattle cage in the middle of the town for all to see. They intended to put him on trial and have him executed under charges that had been falsely made by the warlord's men. When your father found out about the tribal leaders existence he ordered some of his trusted personal guard to go to the cage in the middle of the night and release the tribal leader and escort him safely back to the forest."

"But why would my father do that?" asked Keiko. She could not start to imagine why her father would release someone the Warlord considered to be an outlaw.

"Because your father knew that the tribal leader was innocent and that the charges were to be falsely laid by Tomomasu" said Takahashi. As he spoke he did reconnaissance of the stone bridge that led over the lily pond to a patch of grass on the bank beyond. He knew that once they reached the green grass on the other side they would climb up onto the roof of the teahouse and be able to reach the top of the stone outer wall of the Warlords summer palace.
"Your father was not convinced that the people from the Tribes were outlaws. He believed that they had been marginalized because of their special talents and powers and had been forced to live in hiding so that they would not be persecuted. The warlord was led to believe that the people from the Tribes had come to liberate their leader and had never found out about your father's involvement."

"But why would the people of the Tribes come to our aid now?" questioned Keiko.

"Because the people of the Tribes never forget a debt. Your father helped the Tribes and the people of the Tribes have been waiting for many years to repay this debt"

"How do you know all this?" Keiko could not understand how Takahashi could know this story. After all, they were both the same age. Takahashi had been placed into her father's household as a servant when he was 12. Since then he had not been away from their Ayama Castle or the Aichi Prefecture except for once every six months when he was released to visit his aging grandmother who lived in the countryside. If this had happened many years ago then they both would have been children at the time. "How do you know this story and how do you know that the Tribes will help my father's household now?"

"Because when I was a boy my father told me about the story of what happened to him years ago. He also told me last night that it was time for us to repay our debt to you and your family." Takahashi looked at Keiko. The look on her face was one of amazement. He had always loved the way she looked. The alabaster complexion, her raven black hair worn up exposing her neckline which was considered by the Japanese to be one of the most beautiful parts of a woman. Takahashi agreed with this thinking as he viewed her slender white neck. The white silk kimono with the dyed outlines of cherry blossoms and snowflakes styled in red and black. Her lips matched the red color on her kimono.

"Your father, he is the tribal leader? They are the same person?" Keiko sounded astonished.

"Hurry, we must not delay any longer." He took her hand again and led her across the stone bridge.

"But how? How could you, the son of a tribal leader be in my father’s service undiscovered for so long?"

"Because it was arranged that way when I was a child. I was given the obligation of protecting you and also reporting information to my father so that he could make sure that your father was always protected and safe. I had already trained in the art of The Way before I joined your household. Every few months when you thought I was visiting my grandmother I was actually seeing my father and honing more skills with him. Unfortunately, my father did not foresee the recent trickery of the Warlord and was powerless to save your father. For this, my father feels very sad and even more in your debt".

When they had crossed the bridge they arrived in the small patch of grass. White swans scattered and fled into the pond. Takahashi and Keiko ran quickly and took up a position behind the teahouse. Takahashi checked the way they had come to make sure that no guards had discovered their presence. Satisfied, he scouted the outer wall to make sure it was safe to cross.

"You lived in our house and spied on us? Is that an honorable thing to do? " Keiko ventured.

"There is a difference between spying and swearing and oath to protect someone" Takahashi sounded hurt in his response. "My father gave me this honour before I joined your household"

"An honour?" Keiko sounded surprised. "You call swearing and oath to protect me an honour?"

Takahashi knew that he had moved into dangerous territory in this discussion. How could he tell her the feelings he had for her in his heart? How could he, a half caste from the Tribes, tell her that he had fallen in love with her the first day he had seen her at the age of 12. How could he tell her that he had made a decision then that he would devote his life to her and if the time came he would gladly give up his life for her? He hoped that the time to offer his life had not come in this dawn light.

"Stay here" he whispered, as he moved away from the teahouse to the centre of the grassy knoll.

Keiko could not believe what she saw next. Takahashi seemed to step through the air as if the air had solid form. One moment he had been on the grass and the next he had floated through the air and was standing on the roof of the teahouse.

"How did you do that? What are you? " she asked with an astonished voice.

"I am just a man. The teachings of The Way are many and varied," he said." This is but one of them". He reached down from the roof and extended his arm to her. "Lady Ayama" his voice was soft and gentle. "Please take my hand with both of yours."

She did as she was asked and he lifted her effortlessly onto the roof of the teahouse and set her down by his side. His strength both suprised and pleased her. They stood there a moment and looked deeply into each other's eyes. He loved her hazel eyes, and the shape of her nose and lips. How could he possibly ever tell her that he loved her this much?

"Takahashi san" a voice said through the mist. Takahashi and Keiko both turned together and saw two black forms in black tunics their faces covered by masks, laying on top of the stone outer wall.

"Akira. Kaiichi. What is our current status?" asked Takahashi.

"We have horses outside the wall" said one of the men. "Your father waits outside the city. He sent us to help you after he had discovered you missing last night. He knew where you had gone."

"Assist Lady Ayama" he ordered "Help her over the wall while I ensure your escape". As he spoke these words, loud noises could be heard inside the temple. Shouts could also be heard.
Alarm bells started to ring. Tomomasu could be seen rounding a far corner of the temple with a band of his warriors just as other armed soldiers burst through the same door of the temple through which they had just came.

"We have been discovered" Takahashi spoke directly to his two companions "Take Lady Ayama. Help her over the wall. Take her to my father. Go." he commanded.

"But Takahashi" said one of his companions "There are many soldiers. Come, let us all try to escape"

"Someone must stay behind to slow them down. Take her. Go now" His voice left no doubt that he expected them to do what he asked of them.

"Takahashi! Do not stay here. I am afraid for you" pleaded Keiko. Tears forming again in her sad eyes. A droplet running down her cheek and falling onto her kimono.

"Go now. Please Lady. Go now while you still can. My life will be worthless if anything should happen to you. Escape with these two men and give me a reason to live. Please. Go. Please."

Akira leaned over and took Keiko’s arm. "Please excuse me for touching you Lady. But we must hurry and I must help you over the wall".

Keiko accepted Akira’s help and stepped out on to the outer wall where the two men from the Tribes lowered her down to the ground level outside the walls. The two men dropped silently to the ground at her side and immediately helped her onto one of the horses. They both swept up on to their own horses and with one kick spurred the three mounts off down the dirt road towards freedom. Behind her, on the other side of the wall, Keiko could hear the sounds of shouting and chaos.

I pray to the spirits of my ancestors she thought, please keep him safe. Please do not let him die this day. It was then that Keiko realised the birth of her feelings for Takahashi. How could she possibly live if anything should happen to him?

The three riders disappeared into the dawn mist, the sounds of battle beginning behind them.

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Takahashi picked up the bamboo yumi or bow that he had left earlier on the roof of the teahouse. The bow seemed to come alive in his hands. Being new it was strong and full of energy. With its simplicity and clean lines the bamboo yumi was unsurpassed in beauty and elegance. He had also left a quiver of yadake, bamboo arrows fletched with eagle and hawk feathers together with the yumi. Taking careful aim and steadying his breathing he loosed the first of the arrows upon the enemy. The arrow became one with its target as the first of Tomomasu's warriors fell to the ground.

Takahashi knew that he would not be able to keep the warriors at bay for a long, but he hoped to slow their progress down long enough for Keiko and his two companions to escape to safety.

He kept a steady stream of arrows firing at the approaching warriors, some of whom were beginning to take cover behind the low stone walls surrounding the grassy knoll. He heard a thud just below where he was kneeling in his archer’s stance and saw the first of the enemy's arrows that were beginning to be loosed in his direction. The aim of the enemy was not as keen as that of Takahashi and even though he was only one man against many, his arrows were finding their mark with extreme accuracy while most of his opponents arrows sailed harmlessly by. Even as one of his opponent’s arrows found its mark and hit him in his right shoulder, he kept his steady stream of arrows raining down upon his enemy. At first he did not notice the arrow or feel the pain, it was only when he noticed that he had to adjust his aim to compensate for a slight miscalculation when releasing his last arrow that he noticed what had happened.
Undeterred, he kept firing.

"Bring him down!" commanded Tomomasu, "Kill him! I want him dead!" he screamed at the top of his voice. His archers increased the rate of their fire while other troops raced forward in a hope of scaling the teahouse and getting to Takahashi.

Takahashi could see that the battle would soon be over. He could see that the sheer number of the warlords' soldiers would soon overwhelm him. His stash of arrows was running low and he soon knew that it would be over. He prayed to his gods that Keiko had reached safety. It will have been worth dying to know that she is safe, he thought. If she is safe, my life will not have been wasted.

The first of Tomomasu's warriors had reached the base of the teahouse and started to scale the structure and get to Takahashi. As the first of the warriors was helped onto the shoulders of others, the warrior let out a deadly scream and fell backwards and landed in a crumpled heap on the ground, an arrow protruding from his neck. Takahashi looked up and saw the sky full of arrows raining down amongst Tomomasu's warriors. It was as if the Gods were raining thunder and lightning down upon them. Takahashi looked in the direction from which the arrows had come and saw many black archers in the trees outside the walls of the castle. He heard a noise behind him and looked around to see both Akira and Kaiichi on top of the wall in the same positions as they had been previously. Not only were his two companions there but also dozens of similarly dressed and equipped forms cresting the top of the wall and dropping down inside the palace grounds and then hurrying to engage the enemy. These members of the Tribe were masters at their craft and engaged their ill equipped opponents who had not had time to properly prepare earlier for the pursuit of Keiko and Takahashi. Soon Tomomasu's soldiers were being cut down by both men and women dressed in black and wielding double handed swords, hand axes, deadly hand claws that slashed, maimed and killed, and helmet breakers with hooks to catch under the opponents armour.

Takahashi's two friends jumped across the gap from the wall to the roof of the teahouse and help their courageous leader who was beginning to become affected by his wounds.
"Takahashi san" said Kaiichi "Come, let us help you. You have done enough fighting for one day".
With that, Takahashi allowed his companions to assist him into the waiting arms of other members of the Tribe who were eagerly waiting on top of the wall who gently lowered Takahashi to others below outside the castle walls. Soon he was being assisted onto the back of a jet black stallion and was being spirited away with five of his clan riding around him to ensure his safety. He was only barely able to hang on to his steed as consciousness escaped him and he slumped forward in his saddle, the reins wrapped around his wrists holding him in position as his body swayed dangerously close to falling as he was spirited to safety.

Excerpt from "The Survivalist" - Chapter One - Act One - Scene One

The alley stretched out ahead like a dark black ribbon. Overhead a pale, crescent moon cast light through holes in the clouds. Shadows were broken here and there by light peering through gaps in the buildings where they had fallen into disrepair. Other elongated shadows moved in the half-light. Four shadows moving slowly, purposely, as if their owners were in search of something.

The austere brick buildings had been built a long ago by men who had come to this land in search of a better life. Men long since vanished. All that remained as proof that they had existed were these old buildings, now half abandoned and falling down. The ones that were left would need major repair if they were to be habitable again. Windows that had not perished with the passing of time had long ago being broken by children playing or by hooligans looking for something to vent their anger and frustration on. Rarely did anyone ever come down to this area anymore, usually homeless people or people on the run from the law. The warehouse area used to be very busy in past decades but changes in transportation systems and the economy in the past had ruined this place and it had been like a ghost town for years.

"I'm hungry" said the first shadow

"I'm cold" said the second

"I'm wet" said the first shadow again

"Don't worry" said the third shadow, "we'll find somewhere to rest soon"

"Look. Here's a place," said the owner of the fourth shadow as it pointed to a hole in one of the brick walls of an abandoned warehouse.

"Okay" the third shadow said, "Houlio, you go in first and see if it is safe for the rest of us."

The fourth shadow moved closer to the wall. Its owner, Houlio, put down the backpack he was carrying and bent over and disappeared into the hole in the wall. The others waited patiently for him to return. They looked around the alley for any others that might be seeking refuge there too. They could neither see nor hear any other movement in the alley.

Houlio returned, and poked his head back out the hole in the wall. "It's clear Sarah" he said to the third shadow. "There is no one inside. It will make a great place to stay for a while."

"Okay" said Sarah, "here is your backpack" as she handed Houlio his bag and he pulled it through the hole in the wall. "Come on Marci and Spider. Let's get inside and out of this rain"

Marci took off her shoulder bag and passed it through the rough irregular shaped hole to Houlio. Houlio took her bag and pulled it inside. Spider passed his in too and both he and Marci crawled inside. Sarah took another look around, bent down and scampered through after them.

Once inside Sarah stood up to join her three companions and had a look around. In the half-light she could see that they were inside a large warehouse. Brick walls ran down either side of the warehouse and she could see that both she and the friends had crawled in at the end of one of the longest sides. About three feet to her left the wall turned and ran right for about sixty feet and then turned right again and returned at the length of the warehouse. She could see down that end of the warehouse there was a small inwards goods and dispatch office that had been abandoned long ago. In the light let in by the skylights, she could see pallet racking arranged in rows down the length of the warehouse which were wide enough for a forklift truck to run between them and take pallets down from the racking. The racking went from the floor to the ceiling high above. Here and there pallets were still stacked in the racking but Sarah could see that they had nothing on them but junk covered in layers of dust.

Rubbish had accumulated over the years and had been added to buy the numerous homeless people who had sought refuge there. Here and there at the end of the warehouse where the four friends stood, they could see evidence of fires having been lit on the concrete floor in the past. The ashes of three or four fires were scattered around on the floor and she could see that there was still enough fuel to light one tonight.

"Come on" said Sarah, "let's get a fire started and get warm".

They slowly moved away from the hole in the wall and walked along the end of the warehouse at the ends of the pallet racking. Once they had determined that they were far enough away from the hole in the wall not to be heard by passers-by and were confident that their fire could not be seen, they put their bags down against the wall and gathered fuel for a fire. They gathered pieces of paper, cardboard and wood from the pallets and then crumpled up the paper and put it in the centre of a circle where a fire had been previously lit. Spider lit the paper with the match. The paper burst into flames as it was very dry and lit up the surrounding area as they all watched the yellow and red flames dancing. Once the paper was alight, they put pieces of cardboard on top to catch the flame and then smaller pieces of wood to get their fire going. Soon they had a nice fire burning and they all gathered around to warm themselves and get dry.

Sarah took off her dark red jacket and put it carefully on her bag with her tartan scarf. She lowered her five foot four, lithe frame down to the concrete and sat with her legs crossed feeling the warmth of the fire through her faded jeans. Her strawberry blonde hair cascaded down past her shoulders and was contrasted against her navy blue top. When she raised her head, it was easy to see her pale complexion in the firelight. With her high cheekbones and thick lips, it was easy to see how she would be attractive to men.

Houlio soon joined her and took his place next to her by the fire. Houlio looked like an original homeboy with his bright blue and orange rave pants, Funky Boy lime T-shirt and Nike runners. As he sat down Sarah marveled at how someone so tall and thin could move like he did in anything he did, fluid movements with the minimum of effort yet performed with such grace. It was easy to see why girls on the street liked him. His wiry hair was closed cropped and worn under a bandanna. A thin wispy moustache adorned his upper lip and typical of the day he wore a small goatee under his bottom lip. His complexion was an easy giveaway for his Hispanic origins.

Marci and Spider completed the circle as they sat around to get warm. Sarah had wondered how Marci had gone her name as it was easy to see that she was from Chinese background. Marci had said that her original name was Xiaofang, but nobody could remember it, let alone pronounce it hence she had chosen the name Marci. Said that she had seen it in a magazine one day, liked it and adopted it as her own. At 17, Marci was other similar age to the rest of her companions. She was the shortest of the group at five foot four. Although of similar build to Sarah and although they sometimes loaned each others jackets, it was easy to tell the difference between Sarah and Marci from behind as Marci's hair was jet black and straight.

Spider completed the group. It was easy to see how he got his name. Gangly, tall, thin and deathly pale, he looked more like a praying mantis than a spider. Unlike Houlio, Spider preferred that grunge look and wore his clothing in layers, padded jacket, checked shirt and light blue T-shirt over khaki cargo pants. Spider also liked to wear his hair long and straggly, down to his shoulders. He might have been mistaken for Sarah's brother as his hair was blonde too, but more straw blonde than Sarah's. Spider preferred Blunstone boots rather than the runners to Houlio wore. Nobody knew Spiders real name and that was exactly the way he wanted it.

Unlike Sarah, Marci and Spider had not started living on the streets until they were 15. Sarah was grateful for this as she knew that she was already reasonably mature by the time she got to the streets at 12 years old. They had been together as a group since finding each other on the streets in their travels around two years ago and had stuck together ever since. Sarah had met Houlio six months before that and they had started hanging out together then. As time had passed Sarah and Houlio had formed a deep bond, much deeper than brother and sister and Houlio had taken on the role of Sarah's protector. Sarah felt safe and secure when she knew that her friend Houlio was near. They would often sit and talk together at length and both of them enjoyed each other's company immensely. They also both new and the love that they shared for each other was much deeper than any romantic love and that they would never have, nor ever want a relationship as a boyfriend and girlfriend.

"Has anybody got anything to eat?" asked Spider.

Sarah looked in her bag and found some tins of fruit. Houlio looked in his backpack and brought out the half a loaf of stale bread he knew that was in there. Marci had some dry biscuits and she offered that for the meal. Spider rummaged around in his bag and found the large bottle of Coke that he had in there unopened and offered that for their communal meal. They all had their own fork and spoon and they got stuck into their meal once the food had been shared around.

When the meal was over, Sarah suggested that they all try to get some sleep as they had been wandering the streets for many hours in the cold, wet weather and needed to recharge their batteries. They all agreed and soon were arranging their bags and clothing as comfortable as possible around the fire so that they could keep warm as they slept.

Sarah and Houlio lay near each other as the fire died down to some smoldering embers.

"I'm tired of this life" whispered Sarah to Houlio. "There must be something better than this", she said quietly so the others could not hear.

"There is something better than this for you little sister" whispered Houlio in the darkness "you deserve a much better life than this and you'll have it one-day. You have my word"

Sarah felt warm and comfortable and Houlio's words and it was not long before she closed her eyes and her tiredness engulfed her and she fell asleep dreaming of that better life.

Excerpt from "The Survivalist" - Jack's Apartment


Jack lived atop a stately old building located in the heart of the theatre district. Jack's apartment had once been a caretaker's residence but had fallen into disrepair over several years. The building just happened to be en route from Jack's previous residence to his office and was located on a corner of a city intersection that was surrounded by other theatre and office buildings, a hotel and some convenience stores, restaurants and coffee bars for the convenience of theatre goers. Jack had often driven past this old building and looked up at the caretaker's residence and wondered if anybody still lived there.

From the street the apartment looked quite remote and safe and looked like a sanctuary in the heart of this busy metropolis. He had thought each time he passed through that intersection that it would be a very romantic place to live. He had almost begun to feel an affinity with the place. When he was stopped at the traffic lights, Jack could see from his car that the long rectangular apartment was sitting inside the building line way up on the rooftop and a balcony that afforded views in all directions surrounded it.

After Jack had started his company and it had turned out to be very successful, he had made inquiries through business connections in the property world and discovered that the caretaker's residence had been deserted for many years. Sources had said that the last caretaker to live in the apartment had left in 1974 and since that time the apartment had remained vacant. Jack had arranged an inspection and was saddened to find the place in such a state of ruin. The interior of the apartment was far from what Jack had imagined. Crumbling solid plaster made defective by water seepage and weather, rotting timber floors and a dank smell that seemed to escape from everywhere and that’s was caused by years of abandonment. At the time Jack had thought this was quite funny as the interior of the theatre below the apartment was so grandiose and opulent and had recently been refurbished back to its original splendor.

The apartment consisted of a large living area completely surrounded by floor to ceiling glass. The room was located near the corner of the building facing the intersection that afforded 270-degree views of the surrounding neighborhood. At the end of the living area and adjoining the main apartment was a small kitchen and adjacent laundry. A hallway led from the living area past a generous dining room placed within easy access to the kitchen. Opposite was a separate sitting room that looked quiet and peaceful. It had smaller windows and Jack could tell that this space would be a good place to do some reading or thinking. Further along the hallway and located on the street side was a large room that appeared to have been used as an office. Across the hallway was two bedrooms separated by a bathroom complex.

What had also caught Jack's attention was the large space at the far end of the hallway that seemed to mimic the living area. This space was also walled in floor to ceiling glass and had two glass doors leading to the external balcony. Upon further investigation it was found that this section of balcony was totally secluded from all surrounding buildings. It faced a blank side of the neighboring office block and had a two metre high garden wall on each end, both with a gate providing the privacy that would be so delightful in a busy city environment.

Jack had fallen in love with the place immediately and arranged for negotiations with the theatres owners and had made proposition to them that he would purchase the caretakers residence and live there himself after he restored it.

Following discussions, the theatre owners had been so delighted with the result and Jacks generous offer that, upon learning that Jack had a passion for classic cars, they have included six car parking spaces in the private section of the basement carpark where Jack's collection could be kept.

The work on the apartment had taken seven months to complete.

Firstly, Jack had arranged for an architect friend of his to inspect the apartment and make suggestions for its restoration and for making some small change to the layout. Jack's architect friend Sean had done a marvelous job to the place and had opened up the living space into the kitchen, separating both with an island bench. Sean had also improved access from the living area to its balconies, turned the large vacant space at the other end of the hallway into a multipurpose room used for relaxation, a music studio and home theatre complex. As a final touch he had designed a lap swimming pool on the large balcony within the enclosed garden wall space.

Other improvements had included totally refurbishing the bathroom complex and including a spa. Sean's interior designer wife Suze taken up the challenge to create a space for Jack that was welcoming yet private, faithful to the '30s era of the building and yet had modern finishes and clean lines, and in particular, had an Asian and Oriental theme.

The work involved stripping most finishes back to bare surfaces. Hard plaster was removed and replaced. Timber floors were stripped back and, where necessary, replaced with original timbers from demolished buildings on the same era. Roof tiles were replaced in the same fashion. Fortunately, the tiled surfaces on the balconies had remained intact and undamaged and these could be reused with little repair work.

The refurbishment had involved a number of colorful characters who Jack had come to know and like over the course of the following months. In addition to Sean and Suze, there were a number of people that seemed to have their own handle for their name. There was Beau the Builder, Fred the Painter, Tom the Tiler, Pru the Landscaper and a number of others, everyone seemed to have been given a nickname or a handle and the whole crew had got on well together. Even after the work had finished, Jack still got together with these people on a regular basis for a coffee or a chat. In Jack's own way of thinking, he much preferred to be in the company of real people like these rather than in the corporate and sometimes plastic world in which he needed to circulate because of his business circumstances.

Access to the apartment was provided either by a private stairway that led both to the street level, theatres entry foyer and the private carpark below, or by using the goods lift that serviced every level. Jack had arranged for controls to be installed into the lift management system to control access to his apartments level. Only Jack and a few of his trusted people had a card that would allow them to the apartment level.

Once the work had been completed, Jack moved from his previous residence located just outside the city limits to the renovated apartment. He immediately felt at home there and felt a love for the old theatre and the apartment building in which he now lived. Even now as he would catch the goods elevator from the basement carpark to his apartment he always looked forward to walking into his home and feeling a sense of safety and security. It was now two and a half years since Jack had moved in and still every time he came home the felt the same feeling.

Jack smiled to himself. He thought to himself that he had a wonderful life. He had been very fortunate following his slippery slide into his alcoholism. He was well aware that along his path of life that there were as many snakes as there was ladders, he also knew that he could just as easily slip back to where he had come from just as well as he called climb further up the ladder into a satisfying life.

The only thing that seemed to be missing from his life was someone to love. He had been aware of an emptiness in his life for some time and he hoped that at some stage in his future that he might meet someone with whom he might truly fall in love.

Excerpt from "The Survivalist" - Jack in his Bathroom


"Hmmm, you're not too bad looking for your age" said Jack to himself quietly as he finished shaving. At 46 years old he had kept himself together well despite years of personal abuse during his years of alcoholism. He had joked to himself that alcohol had been a good preservative and that was the reason why his skin had remained so soft and smooth. The real fact was that all the men in his family had remained young looking as they had grown older, a feature often liked by women they had met over the years.

Jack had a handsome but rugged face. Chiseled looks as a result of Irish, English and Scottish heritage. Years ago a broken nose as the result of the child accident had left Jack a permanent feature on his face. Not many people noticed it these days and Jack didn't worry about it either. A long time ago he had decided that it was a feature rather than a defect, something he had learned from computer software developers who, after finding something not quite right with their brainchild would refer to it as a feature, never wanting to admit that something may have been slightly flawed. Jack also saw an odd logic in this thinking.

He also had a dimple in his chin of his broad face. Blue green eyes that could look straight into the back of your brain gave Jack the ability often when dealing with people who may have been telling less than the truth to come clean due to Jack's stare. It was not intentional, it was just that, as a good listener, from time to time Jack got so interested in what the speaker was telling him that the totally forgot that he was "drilling" them with his eyes. Jack had a light-hearted attitude about most things and jokingly called this his biologist look, a look as if he was studying an insect in a jar.

Jacks hair was still mousy brown although over the last years flecks of grey had appeared here and there which seemed to give him a more distinguished look and add rather than detract from his overall good looks.

At 170 centimetres, Jack was of medium height and due to his heritage was thickset but still reasonably trend trim and toned for his age.

After splashing some cool water on his face, Jack took a towel from the brass railing and dried himself and walked from his ensuite into his bedroom.

Jack was a pleasant looking man. His light brown hair was cut short and he wore sideboards in the fashion of the day. His eyes were blue and set wide apart. His chin square and strong.